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Monday, January 22, 2007
There're 2 songs that's been stuck in my head for a few days now... Always on my mind by Willie Nelson http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v3DXyfL3HX0 and Heaven knows by rick price http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jW0keP9ot8A Those who know me, probably know why.
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7:18:00 PM
Saturday, January 20, 2007
"You're a nice guy". I've been hearing that a lot. I think being nice too often is not very good. I dun feel very stable. I believe in the law of balance, for every good point there's a bad point. For every positive part in your character, there's a flaw. I'm not saying that because i'm nice too often, it's generated a lot of bad flaws in me. Rather, I've been feeling quite unstable. I've started to realise that I've been bottling up a lot of anger and resentment. It's not towards anyone, but strangely, it's anger and resentment towards myself. My inability to act and my failure to perform in certain functions. I've started to have more and more short bursts of anger that erupt abruptly when i'm alone, walking home or alone at night in my room. It's not anything dangerous, just... Rage. I wonder if that's normal for people. Sudden bursts of rage when you're like doing stuff.
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2:03:00 AM
Sunday, January 07, 2007
This comes a little late, but nevertheless, here's my new year resolutions for 2007! -Return to school and try to study! -Pay off my debts. -Purchase and pay off my own vehicle. -Keep my promises or dun make them at all. Well, the for the first item on the list, I've already missed the SAT I test available and the next available one is in may, but SMU's enrollment stops at april. FAGS! I guess i will try to enroll without SAT I test and if all else fails, there's still SIM. FAGS! The 2nd and 3rd part's rather tricky, this involves a lot of money, involving up to over 80k. Well, actually more than a hundred if i'm buying the car that i WANT to buy. If anyone's interested in knowing how i'm gonna do it, drop me a mail. It's a secret. Last one's the worst. I've made a lot of promises to audrey when we were (sort of) together, but she accused me of unable to fulfill them. Well, maybe its because i spent most of my time and resources on her instead of my business and that caused its freaking downhill plunge. Since then i've been in some bad debt and i'm still trying to clear it. Well, i'll stop making stupid promises that I just WANT to and HOPE to accomplish.
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8:36:00 PM
Monday, January 01, 2007
New year new hope! Haha, my countdown was pretty much... Average. Started off late waking up at 8pm, as usual, and decided to leave my home at 10 so i wouldnt have to find a parking lot at bugis. Picked up the guys and we headed to the Partyworld near Shenton Way. The place was all right, and the alcohol quite cheap too. However, as I was driving, didn't get to drink much. Not many people singing and not many people playing dice, and games. However, got 1 asshole keep hogging the mike. The 24 hour drunk. After giving him some doses of pure vodka, he hug the mike and sing almost every song, 90% of the time missing the notes. Quite entertaining la. After that, we went to Kallang mac and had supper. Had a quick supper and then drove chris and his gf home liao le. Quite a boring countdown ba, we didn't even countdown as when we reach partyworld... Already 1140. Then by the time we walking into the room, countdown liao. LOL Well, Now i just woke up, again at 8pm. Had a dream last night, or last morning, or whatever. Just had a dream. Was back in school and with a lot of my old friends. And strangely tho, in my dream I was attached with QL, someone whom I won't mention and I dun really have any interest in. Nice dream tho, kinda already forgotten how it feels like to be loved. *Sigh*.
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4:48:00 AM
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